its been too long.

So it's been way to long since I last wrote, and for that I apologize.


I honestly couldn't even begin to write all that has been going on in my life lately, but I guess I can put it into short terms.


number one.
me and levi are doooone with. I know I say that a lot, and stuff. but it's true. I have finally told him that I deserve more than what he can give me right now, and even when he calls every now and then I am still strong enough to just say look, im sorry, but im done. I almost have no pity anymore. He asked me how could I love him one week and then two weeks later be completely over him, and that's a good question. In those two weeks many things happened, but the main thing was I think God slapped me upside the head and said "girl, what are you doing waiting on him?". Which is true, that's what I was doing. I was waiting on him to come around and I knew deep down it was never going to happen. I realized it had been two weeks since he called, and that's really all it took. So goodbye levi caldwell. I'll miss the good times, but that's about it. I hope life goes well for you.


number two.
okay okay. yes. there is kinda someone else. His name is Jacob. And is pretty much amazing in every way. I'm not going to go into great detail with him either, because it's too soon to jinx myself haha. But just know that I have finally found somone that makes me smile ALL THE TIME, and treats me for what im worth. Which makes me so so so happy. We will see where life takes me with this one, we are trying to take it slow though.


number three.
Jessica my roomie moved to Florida, and now my sister Becca lives with me. Enough said.



That's about it for now. =] I got to run.