take me as i am; or watch me as i go.

I have never been so grateful to be through with school for the day, as I am today. I suppose Friday will be even better, with it being the weekend and all... my MOVE IN weekend. =D

Yeah, so um... yesterday I woke up to find the whole left side of my face completely swollen. Turns out my nose ring is BEYOND infected, and it has taken over my life for a while. I never realized how important my nose is. Every time I yawn, or laugh, or sing, or sneeze, I seriously want to cut my nose off my face. It was so bad yesterday Harmon and his mother forced me to go to a doctor. All she did was hand me some antibiotics and tell me to come back in a couple days, so it looks like I'm gonna fight this infection with the ring still in my nose. Which im all for, because if I can get it to heal without having to take it out that would be great, but at this point, I want the damn thing out of my nose haha. I can't wear makeup, or hardly go out in public im so embarrassed of it. Oh well, take me as I am right? Infection, or no infection I'm still me.

Okay, so that was stupid. Today I have been so incredibly anxious and fidgety. All through math I felt like I was going to jump out of my skin, one of those check the clock and only a minute has gone by days, I hope that's not an indicator as to how the rest of my day will be.

The rest of my day is only going to consist of working though, luckily. I am hoping to be able to go take a short nap before (wouldn't that be nice.) I would normally go to the gym after but Im so scared of sweating into my infection and making it worse. So I guess its back to the house to clean and pack some more.

Other than the infection life is swell. I have 99 dollars to my name (until my pay check goes through), but im completely fine with that. I'm glad I'm not working 24/7 just to get by. Maybe when this nose ring thing gets better I will go apply for a second job, but I'm in no hurry. The last thing I want to do right now is put more stress into my life, because for once, I'm not that stressed out, I'm pretty darn happy. And so so thankful for evvvverything! =D

haha. with or without an infection on your face.